There is no try.
April 22, 2010
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Okay. I wasn’t done. Remember that fear I mentioned? Well, it got the better of me and I stopped writing before I got to what I really wanted to say and what I was really feeling.
I am going to stop looking for ways out, for back doors, for escape routes.
And that’s what I’m *really* tired of. My habit of looking for a reason ahead of time why something won’t work so I can shrug my shoulders and say, “I tried. But….”
No more BUTS. No more TRIED.
That’s the circle, the cycle, I’ve been stuck in.
Anytime I find something that really has the power to change me for the better, I RUN from it. And I know why, I have a whole history of explanations, but I’m so tired of it ruling my life.
It’s my life.
The old habits got me here. They won’t get me out. Time for new ones.
I already overhauled a lot of my life this last year. And I should nod to the HUGE changes and progress I’ve made. It’s time to do some fine tuning now.